after a long food-filled weekend it is time to get back to work.

the paper that i need to be working diligently on is leaving me remarkably uninspired. it needs to head in a new direction so that it hinges on a more interesting question but since finishing the draft i have been spinning my wheels. i have the main idea and some supporting texts and criticism but i am to the "so what?" portion of the paper.
you know, the "yes, you've made your point, but so what? what does that mean? why should anyone care?" section and right now...eh.

c is home sick today which makes any serious concentration difficult. maybe i will reread the primary text and see if anything lunges out at me. or maybe i will just sit here and play with my pretty colored pens and post-its.

rainy mondays aren't very good for writers' block. it was good to have a few days off but i am paying for it now with a surge of guilt and anxiety. you know it is on your mind when you wake up dreaming of what you should be writing...now if only i could remember what i wrote in my dream! maybe it was brilliant and inspired!