Stressin' today ~ left the house that way again.
There's that feeling of ~ "too much to do" ~ "late again" ~ "my life is out-of-control" ~ "I can't get a grip" ....
and you take it out on everyone around you, and click your heels out the door like psycho-stress-mom again.
Can't even listen to my book in the car for the "noise" in my head.
... and it's only Wednesday.
Particular stress issues for the day:
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~ still working on everyone else's agenda here at work, and my own work is falling further and further behind. But this course has a deadline and my work apparently should just fall into place.
~ meeting with the pastor this evening to discuss this ongoing stress about "New Choir vs. Old Choir", I'm still not comfortable. Two "old choir" members have resigned, and on the Sundays we sing the "old choir" director and his wife go to another church. Are we really treading on peoples feelings this much? - or are they overreacting. And hey! What about my feelings? I listen to you guys sing! Bottom line is that I will not be an instrument in turning someone away from the church they have belonged to for ## years (and I've only been here for 3).
~ a friend found a lump in her breast. 'nuf said?
~ need to get out of here and visit no less than 6 students on-site before Friday. Just got out of a meeting , have another one at 2, and another at 3:15, leaving at 4:30, and tomorrow I have to be in someone's classroom in the morning. So that leaves, I guess tomorrow afternoon ~ 6 students ~ 4 towns Eeeeekkk!
Someone please either pray for me or shoot me! (if the latter, pass on my apologies to my family for my behavior this morning). Thanks!
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