perhaps its hormonal,
perhaps AADD,
... or too much coffee?
the tension inside me is threatening to explode - building up to a crescendo to ultimately crash straight through the center of my chest. I am keenly aware of it consuming my muscles straight to my hands (which feel like they are tremoring, yet are perfectly still) and to my feet (which I am having trouble keeping still) - the "noise" in my head is intense.
Don't talk to me - DON'T play music around me - don't ask me anything!
I can not take another person presenting me with a problem to solve - asking me to make a decision on something - or what the plan is for next Tuesday - and when I look at the pile of papers on my desk I don't seem to recognize any of them as even vaguely familiar.
I am taking a break, I have shut my door.