I have this overwhelming feeling that something bad is going to happen. Not something bad like, oops, the dvr didn't tape Brothers and Sisters again, but something seriously tragic.

I can't shake it all day. Sparky is in Boston today and it's everything I can do not to call every hour just to make sure nothing is wrong. And the boys? I almost drove an hour to pick up J and embarassed C by plucking him from his classroom and mom hugging him in front of all his very cool friends. I didn't.

They are do home within the hour and we are all going to curl up together with a movie. No one gets out of arms reach today.

Irrational? I know. I really do. But it's there just the same and I can't shake it.

Please be extra careful today, 'k?