just checked a few "status" pages on the schools i applied to. it seems that some will be making a decision as early as feb 5. feb 5.


they also said it could be as late as march 15. any bets on when i will hear? my stomach is in knots and i just want to know. but not if it's bad. of course if it's good, then could i hear from all of them?


i am also wondering if i could be more neurotic about all of this? i know what school i think is the best fit for me. i know which would be the most prestigious. i know which might give me the best connections. and right now.....i just want to know where i will be this time next year. and it would be a bonus plan if i could make choices.


oh, and i would like to think it doesn't include asking you if you would like fries with that.


but feb 5? that's next week. next friggin' week
what if they say no? or holy hell, what if they say yes? i am not sure which is more nervewracking.